Thursday, August 4, 2016

Poems that Speak Out Against Violence and for Embrace - R. Copans

If the back & arms you carry riddle with black
spots & marks made by birds who don’t want us here—
I will remind you: There are people who did this before us,
brown & black-spotted, yellow, with rattails,
born from what others did not want & loathed & aimed
to never let belong, & so, we are here today—
the field is wide. We make saliva from root & light.
Our spikelets grow, & do you feel the wind?
       - Joe Jiménez, Smutgrass



Orlando. Dhaka. Istanbul. Baghdad. Medina. Nice. The killings of Alton Sterling and Philando Castile, and the murder of police officers in Dallas and Baton Rouge. This summer, terrible bigotry and violence have rent our global community. The killings must end, and we in the poetry community must contribute in any way we can. As we search for answers to these horrors and for ways to combat hatred and prejudice, we are reminded of poetry’s capacity to respond to violence, to help us regenerate, like spikelets sprouting in a contested field, claiming our public spaces for everyone.

In solidarity with all those targeted at home and abroad, from the LGBT community in the United States to devastated families of Baghdad, Split This Rock is offering its blog as a Virtual Open Mic. Over the next couple of weeks, from July 14 to 28, we are requesting poems in response to and against violence toward marginalized communities. After the Virtual Open Mic closes, we hope to print out and mail all of the poems to Congress and the National Rifle Association. 

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How Do You Protect the Person You Love
by R. Copans

I didn't think much of the drunk man
on the corner of North Station
He moves his hand toward his chest
while he speaks
It seems to just be a drunk move
But to my girlfriend holding my hand
he seems like his hand could be up to more

Nothing scares me more than straight, cis, white man
Nothing scares me until 50 queers
are killed
Nothing seems like second thought

That night a man with a crooked tie
and eyes we could analyze
had the girl who tells me I make her feel so safe
letting go of my hand
And all I want to do is protect the person I love
But how do you protect someone when 
your physical oriented instinct of protection
post the risk?
How do you protect the person you love
from a world that
wants to hurt you because of that?

How do you protect the person you love?
How do you protect the person you love?

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Poems that Speak Out Against Violence and for Embrace - Anita Lerek

If the back & arms you carry riddle with black
spots & marks made by birds who don’t want us here—
I will remind you: There are people who did this before us,
brown & black-spotted, yellow, with rattails,
born from what others did not want & loathed & aimed
to never let belong, & so, we are here today—
the field is wide. We make saliva from root & light.
Our spikelets grow, & do you feel the wind?
       - Joe Jiménez, Smutgrass



Orlando. Dhaka. Istanbul. Baghdad. Medina. Nice. The killings of Alton Sterling and Philando Castile, and the murder of police officers in Dallas and Baton Rouge. This summer, terrible bigotry and violence have rent our global community. The killings must end, and we in the poetry community must contribute in any way we can. As we search for answers to these horrors and for ways to combat hatred and prejudice, we are reminded of poetry’s capacity to respond to violence, to help us regenerate, like spikelets sprouting in a contested field, claiming our public spaces for everyone.

In solidarity with all those targeted at home and abroad, from the LGBT community in the United States to devastated families of Baghdad, Split This Rock is offering its blog as a Virtual Open Mic. Over the next couple of weeks, from July 14 to 28, we are requesting poems in response to and against violence toward marginalized communities. After the Virtual Open Mic closes, we hope to print out and mail all of the poems to Congress and the National Rifle Association. 


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Emotional Labour
by Anita Lerek


I came to explore the wreck.
The words are purposes.
The words are maps.
I came to see the damage that was done
and the treasures that prevail.

- Adrienne Rich, from “Diving Into The Wreck” (1972) 

She is a ghost in the gay and lesbian archive,
laboring with records of HIV blood tests,
insurance policies, police summonses, obituaries;.
her mind, a jury of lives, what to destroy,
what to store as stand-ins for being:

She is the archivist of her times,
at the retractable shore watching,
then falling into the furies that destroy
inside and out: from nausea and night sweats
and wasting away to carpeted and drug-sweetened
pits created by dragons from desperate quarters
raging, stabbing, shooting away.

She is the shaman communicating between ancestors
and pleaders, she is the instrument 
that transports back from the dead. 

Lazarus-like snaking out of the rock.
She sorts through leaflets and postcards,
cries from another time,
deciphering messages  
on mother pines
pulped and squeezed  
into paper weapons demanding life.
Keep the scribbled note of a meeting, the route of the demonstration,
guest list of dignitaries, announcing a politician’s effigy burning:
boxes of memories, screaming infants that won’t be stilled.

Are there contraceptives to block suffering’s ooze
to the witness, bomb shelters to safeguard angels?
Say, a decisive thrust, a certain view that draws a line
between you and them, such as,
‘it’s just the past, just a job, it’s far away.
Don’t worry, nothing wrong with you.’

Her body holds the others,
through continuous exposure,
frame by frame, sharp pains
ground in velvet, with interludes
of the ordinary: dry cleaning stub
museum pass, bar receipt
for 12 bottles of ice vodka.

The social body grows upon the cells
and tissues of bodies, limbs upon limbs
linked by mathematical gods that enrich and curse
through multiplication.

Try to create barriers between the innocent and the enraged,
the hardy plants and the infected ones. Keep the beetles
and weeds from crossing over.

Can’t stop the mottle virus.
Can’t stop the spilling over of disturbance.   

Try capturing stillness outside the body before doubling over.
Try for delay with prescriptions for cocktails:  
Epzicom   Triumeq
Evotaz   Prezcobix.

Sorting . . . listing . . . 71 million people from the start infected with HIV . . . 34 million worldwide
died of AIDS . . . Massacres in Bataclan, Baton Rouge, San Bernardino

The mighty sperm whale pregnantwith stenches,
ashes, and shadowy particles
dreams of reaching goddesses
promising invisibility, but she can’t let go.  

On her late night walk home, young men laugh
and stumble over her as if she is not there.
She approaches the park bench,
inches in between the day’s damage,
fingers the odours, the burnings,
the swellings that thread through shadows
clenched together.

Cries propel her out of the wreck,
to work, to breathe messages
from mighty pine ancestors
into the mouths of those left standing.

Poems that Speak Out Against Violence and for Embrace - Douglas William Garcia Mowbray

If the back & arms you carry riddle with black
spots & marks made by birds who don’t want us here—
I will remind you: There are people who did this before us,
brown & black-spotted, yellow, with rattails,
born from what others did not want & loathed & aimed
to never let belong, & so, we are here today—
the field is wide. We make saliva from root & light.
Our spikelets grow, & do you feel the wind?
       - Joe Jiménez, Smutgrass



Orlando. Dhaka. Istanbul. Baghdad. Medina. Nice. The killings of Alton Sterling and Philando Castile, and the murder of police officers in Dallas and Baton Rouge. This summer, terrible bigotry and violence have rent our global community. The killings must end, and we in the poetry community must contribute in any way we can. As we search for answers to these horrors and for ways to combat hatred and prejudice, we are reminded of poetry’s capacity to respond to violence, to help us regenerate, like spikelets sprouting in a contested field, claiming our public spaces for everyone.

In solidarity with all those targeted at home and abroad, from the LGBT community in the United States to devastated families of Baghdad, Split This Rock is offering its blog as a Virtual Open Mic. Over the next couple of weeks, from July 14 to 28, we are requesting poems in response to and against violence toward marginalized communities. After the Virtual Open Mic closes, we hope to print out and mail all of the poems to Congress and the National Rifle Association. 


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Emancipation Approximation
by Douglas William Garcia Mowbray

In an if-you-seesaw something
say-seesaw something
city of charm and harm,
laying claim to two-hundred-year-old odes,
laying blame to two hundred dropped bodies before sundown,
in desperate need for a new song,
a new slogan on the benches
baking in the sun
cooking the bus-waiters like smuggled ostrich eggs.
In a city cicada is a rattlesnake
and rabid squirrels are backyard dogs.
The cicada is drowned out
from the ace in the spoke-blades overhead,
and the squirrel falls from the gingko tree
with a thump, startling the rat,
harbinger of a happy meal,
little carrier of dizzy unease,
like the little councilperson who sold out all the easements—
not so little when backed by the backers
backing the broken backs into the back corner—
the rat is dreaming he’s a butterfly
and dreaming of the bomb in this total war,
wondering why he ever got on the damned ark.
Next time around, he’ll lobby to be a shark.
Next time around, the city song will be a whale song.
This time around, after the bomb,
the cicadas will be snacks,
the squirrels will be delicacies,
and the helicopters will be
the black corpses in the streets.
 








Poems that Speak Out Against Violence and for Embrace - Ben Herron

If the back & arms you carry riddle with black
spots & marks made by birds who don’t want us here—
I will remind you: There are people who did this before us,
brown & black-spotted, yellow, with rattails,
born from what others did not want & loathed & aimed
to never let belong, & so, we are here today—
the field is wide. We make saliva from root & light.
Our spikelets grow, & do you feel the wind?
       - Joe Jiménez, Smutgrass



Orlando. Dhaka. Istanbul. Baghdad. Medina. Nice. The killings of Alton Sterling and Philando Castile, and the murder of police officers in Dallas and Baton Rouge. This summer, terrible bigotry and violence have rent our global community. The killings must end, and we in the poetry community must contribute in any way we can. As we search for answers to these horrors and for ways to combat hatred and prejudice, we are reminded of poetry’s capacity to respond to violence, to help us regenerate, like spikelets sprouting in a contested field, claiming our public spaces for everyone.

In solidarity with all those targeted at home and abroad, from the LGBT community in the United States to devastated families of Baghdad, Split This Rock is offering its blog as a Virtual Open Mic. Over the next couple of weeks, from July 14 to 28, we are requesting poems in response to and against violence toward marginalized communities. After the Virtual Open Mic closes, we hope to print out and mail all of the poems to Congress and the National Rifle Association. 


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Delinquent Roses
by Ben Herron

(For the children residing New Alternatives Group Homes and all children trying to survive.)

our children bring
woven into the fabric
of the sunset
against a made night
they wrestle for attention
one life time replaces another
for a moment I feel alive
for a moment i feel the
wind in my prayers
adjusting me to myself
giving the option to challenge
time in battle
we smuggle time across
borders that board us in
and reality brings us dreams
before sleep
our names start to define
the declarations of our
dependence
I build myself from oya skin
and jesus sweat and for once eyes
feel
gates open eyes push in
delinquent roses grab my ankles
they all want answers
they walk in baby steps
unsure of there name and heart
back stroking
but it ain’t tight
we shake of haters giving
so much to the takers
fresh of the plantation with
plans for a nation
wearing bullets and Nkrumah
symbols shaped like skulls
those wretched want it all
but give nothing
those delinquent roses have
escaped the earths gravity
looking for an omen planet
a solstice in the middle of the
night
they want bloods to beat
bilafones that sound off
gangsta funk
they want urban terrorism
so they can find a reason
to love themselves
in images of dung we shape
governments
full of our own image
we are at war with mere
children
whining newborns that only
want a chance for some of that
milky stuff
in omni pain they serve
themselves visions eyes hidden
and spirit hollowed
trapped inside religion
i run there myself sometimes
i pretend im praying when im
really crying
my heads down all the same
my eyes cross like intersections
my people are the definitive
example of living resurrection
the rhyming relentless
the blues-smith
we are pros of creation
but deaths amateurs
in this nigga creating
nation
give Africa a gun in pain
and watch it cry bullets
but the healer blockers got
the bullets
ready to cock and squeeze
in a matrix made from
tricks
abbra ka klack klack dabbra
a new world with a ghetto for
a brain and slavery for it’s
genitals
it’s semen is synthetic it
only breeds lies
i saw them make a man out
of wire and nightmares
his teeth where shaped like
mau mau spears
they wanted his bite to be
black and amble
dropped and seldom
they wanted his bite flawless
yet full of every mistake we
have made
but the delinquent roses
still only want water
they don’t want a dried
out cotton mouth
that spits out little balls of
white foam with no age
they want rain from the chest up
they want fire by gun or god
either way they get fire
they rather burn things than
learn things
because what they take is
often more then what we give
when will we learn that you
can’t enslave life
you can’t expect rhythm to not
be rhythm
if it looks like a snake
than it’s probably not a snake
we have been conditioned to see
what we see for only what we see
and what they are is what we have
made them
the wretched want them in pain
better yet the wretched want them
dead
our dependent on a system that
makes them put something in there
system
if you don’t want truths then stop
telling us lies
because we live in the natural
nature
of the unnatural and a lie is like
a circle it will eventually come
back
around with a 2 ton hand the size
of America north and land on your
throat
with fury and fear between its
fingers and you will never escape
its choke or punch
they had to create a red and blue
world because their rainbow
was not bright enough
this black and white world was
not bright enough
they needed arches and bangs
with memories over-looking
under-livings of a new and
revived middle passage


Poems that Speak Out Against Violence and for Embrace - Sir Dancer Anew

If the back & arms you carry riddle with black
spots & marks made by birds who don’t want us here—
I will remind you: There are people who did this before us,
brown & black-spotted, yellow, with rattails,
born from what others did not want & loathed & aimed
to never let belong, & so, we are here today—
the field is wide. We make saliva from root & light.
Our spikelets grow, & do you feel the wind?
       - Joe Jiménez, Smutgrass



Orlando. Dhaka. Istanbul. Baghdad. Medina. Nice. The killings of Alton Sterling and Philando Castile, and the murder of police officers in Dallas and Baton Rouge. This summer, terrible bigotry and violence have rent our global community. The killings must end, and we in the poetry community must contribute in any way we can. As we search for answers to these horrors and for ways to combat hatred and prejudice, we are reminded of poetry’s capacity to respond to violence, to help us regenerate, like spikelets sprouting in a contested field, claiming our public spaces for everyone.

In solidarity with all those targeted at home and abroad, from the LGBT community in the United States to devastated families of Baghdad, Split This Rock is offering its blog as a Virtual Open Mic. Over the next couple of weeks, from July 14 to 28, we are requesting poems in response to and against violence toward marginalized communities. After the Virtual Open Mic closes, we hope to print out and mail all of the poems to Congress and the National Rifle Association. 

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Consciousness Nests
by Sir Dancer Anew

OUT OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS NESTS
OF THE MAJOR PARTIES CAME THE
THUNDEROUS TRUMPETING FOR REVENGE...

From the back of our minds came the beat-the-crap
out-of cadence so we would feel the overpowering
need to run full force into one another, clunk heads
and get more and more outraged by those OTHERS
with differences... Our one-track minds skittering
down the narrow road of linear logic had us barreling
down the raceway with a swaying cartload of
misapprehensions whipped on by an overbloated
self-important boss in the driver's seat, whipping
into a frenzy a team of whore horses in the form
of conformity to run down "the other."

As tho the truth was theirs and theirs alone, the
one party of partying conformists was trying to run
the other party off track. The second party roared
in de-Light as they snuffed out the candle power
of the other by getting the whole condemnation
nation to judge and criticize, judge and condemn...
Screaming "You're fired!" the party of the first
part, considering that this was war, ran wildly at
the watered down party. But that party was able
to release a water cannon of insults to cool
the ardor of the other...

Soon, getting out from the back of our minds,
the conflict took on form and, larger than mere
energy, took on form that went from only mere
grumbling to the form of a monster of animosity.
Worse yet, starting to identify with the party
of our choice we saw nothing wrong with it taking
on the persona of some big son of a bitch fanning
the flames of war and bitching about the other...

As self-aware creators we had formed a matrix
by envisioning it, pumping it up with some sort
of dull consciousness and sending it out into the
world of form to run roughshod over the others.
DISS THE OTHER, it thought as it stumbled out
out into reality, knocking over restraints and
crushing inhibitions under foot. As just pure
FORCE created by factions of political PHILOSOPHY,
picked up by us schmoes and sent out into the
world of form, all we could to do was watch
our big dumb brutes of political correctness
take a crack at one another...

Their impersonal, unaware state of consciousness
could now only wade out onto the screen of life,
sicced on the other and sock, trying to knock others
because of their beliefs and ignite a BIGGER WAR.
In the microcosm it was our beliefs running into
their beliefs with great angry vigor, going from
shoot-your-mouth-off to just-SHOOT that created
the harsh world around us. And as we continued
to feed them life energy, believing we were the good
knights (good night!), they grew attacking others...

Fortunately there was also a group of little old ladies
in tennis shoes who were also busy building thought
forms, benevolent globs of released consciousness.
These were not violent giants but only built for the
task of disarming with harmony the parties of the
first part so they would stop creating monsters of
animosity. They were assigned to push our aware
nests back into the place so they couldn't be birthplaces
of the demons of divisiveness. The Political
Polarities could no longer suck us into their
vortexes of sleazy schemes and caustic
causes because the Mother of All
Fussbudgets was on their case.
We became aware of where
our distaste for THE OTHER
is coming from...